Author: tlc7998

Life is a never endingCircle of utter chaos.By now I should beUsed to feeling so lost. I have become aSoul vexed with hatred,For the life of hell, Ihave so selfishly created. The path I have chosen,Haunts me day after day.My heart is shattered,Will I forever have to pay? God, help me to climb outof this hole in which I dwell.I want out… Continue reading Vexed Soul

Never been important,I doubt I ever will be.Some days it hurts like hell,Others it doesn’t bother me. At times I want to scream,And let my guard down;Let the river flow so free,Until I finally drown. At last to be carried away,To a land far away,A place void of suffering;I long for that today. 10/31/04

How can I know for sure,What people tell me is pure?Why do I find it so hard,To trust and lower my guard? It seems like when I do,My heart gets broken in two.Sometimes I wonder why,It is that even bother to try. It has been said before,Those we love hurt us more.With every heartbreak,A part of me it does take. I want… Continue reading Trust

I need to feel Your love,Surrounding me today.Father, hold me close,Take the pain away. I need to see Your hope,That brings perfect peace.These trials are so hard,Help my faith increase. I know that You are here,Your promises are true.Take this broken heart,Make it whole in You. 05/24/04

Life sucks I can’t take it anymore,It seems as if I’ll never win this war.One thing gets better, the next gets worse.Why is my life just one big curse? I want to get better but I don’t know how.All I know is that life sucks in the here and now.I say I would like to… Continue reading The War that Lies Within

I have a wall I have built around me to protect me from pain.I know I shouldn’t have put it up but if it comes down I fear I’ll go insane.It allows me to hide behind it so no one can see the real me,Because if they knew everything, they’d walk away eventually.This wall makes… Continue reading The Wall

On the lonely side of midnightMy eyes begin to overflowOne by one tears trickle downFinding rest on the ground below On the lonely side of midnightMy mind runs to and froI often think about my lifeAnd where I think it’ll go On the lonely side of midnightI wish I was anyone but meI feel like… Continue reading The Lonely Side Of Midnight

The journey of life has two roads,Two directions to which we carry our loads.One leading to life and true peace within,The other to destruction and a life of sin. We have been given the choice of which one to take,Whether it is life forever or torment in the fiery lake.We can walk the road that… Continue reading The Journey

Father, Here I am again to ask You for Your touchI’m so scared and alone, I need You so much.I need to feel Your arms around me ever so tight.I long to feel Your presence with me here tonight. Help me to forget about everything that is around,And into Your holiness may I then be… Continue reading The Healing Touch

I live in fear of the great unknown.Fear that I will die here all alone.Scared that i’ll let everyone down.Or in my inadequacy I will drown. On the outside I appear levelheaded,But inside of me lies fear embedded.All these thoughts cloud my head,As I lie awake at night in my bed. God has not given the spirit… Continue reading The Great Unknown