I’m sinking, it’s all going down.
I feel like I am starting to drown.
The pills look better by the day.
Is there really any other way?
They sit there luring me in.
Would taking them be a sin?
So, tired of the hell I’ve created.
At this point, I feel so jaded.
No one around would really care,
A lot of pain and turmoil I’d spare.
I am so tired, I can’t live like this.
Where love once was, pain exists.
08/29/04