Author: tlc7998

Why does it seem that this day in age,All we see is hate, bitterness, and rage?No one really cares who lives or dies,They only care about their own lives. Why do people seem to hate the One,Who created them and gave His only Son?They mock and joke about His name,Their unruly tongues they will not… Continue reading A Church Under Attack

Everything I do is wrong,In this world I don’t belong.I screw up  everyones life.I’m tired of all the strife! Being nice is a friggin’ sham,Why do I even give a damn?Caring only gets me hurt,Into a bitch, I need to convert. The walls are being put back.I can’t handle anymore flack.Emotions, sucked out of me.Numb to life forever, i’ll… Continue reading Wrong

Wounds lying open,Life pouring out.A body  full of scars,Soul filled with doubt. Pierced in the heart.Stabbed in the back,Feeling so weak,From this attack. Wounds won’t heal,trust is almost gone.The rest of  life,  spent,Emotionally withdrawn. 08/11/04

TornI don’t know when to speakOr when to remain silent ScornI always feel so unworthyOf anyone’s affection RebornI am a child of the Heavenly FatherBut I feel like an outcast ForlornAt times my life seems hopelessAnd I want to give up DartMy heart has been piercedIt needs some mending StartI have a desire to begin… Continue reading Worn

I cry outBreaking the silenceMy tears fallLike gentle rain I reach for youAs you turn awayMy heart bleedsLike an open wound I plead with youFor one more chanceMy pride meltsLike winter’s snow I hear your answerThrough a clenched jawMy soul withersLike a flower 12/30/04

I’m sick of feelingLike I don’t belongI’m tired of actingLike I am so strongI’m done with believingThat it’ll all be okayI’m finished caringAt least for today Because I’m weakMy faith is goneThe tears have driedMy heart has becomeWithdrawn I can’t stop seeingThe fear in my eyesI can’t stop hearingThe world’s stupid liesI can’t quit prayingGod… Continue reading Withdrawn

Walking down a winding path,That leads to who knows whereSometimes it seems so lonely,Wishing someone would care. Trudging  along through  life,Praying  that  i’ll find my way.Trying  to make sense of things,And see through all of the grey. Will I ever make it  to the end,And come to the other side?What is  holding me back,Could it be my own pride?… Continue reading Winding Road

Feeling like shit,When will this end?I am tired of trying,Life is not my friend! I am wasting away,Nothing left to give.Most of the time,I don’t want to live. I am not worthy,Of any ones love.Not even that ofOur Father above. Why does He love me,When all I do is wrong?Will there ever be a time,When I feel like… Continue reading Why?

When people take a good look at me,I can’t help but wonder what they see.Do I portray the person I truly am,Or is what they see just a sham? Do they see eyes full of pain,Or do they think that I am vain?Is my heart as cold as stone,Where weeds of bitterness have grown? I hope when people look at… Continue reading When They Look 

I sit here saddened to the point of tears.Why is it so hard to see past all these fears?Confusions surrounds, me it is everywhere.At times when I pray it seems God is not there. I’m tired of going one step forward and two back.Is there something in my life that I lack?I feel I am… Continue reading When I Give it to Him