Why is it so hard for me to forgive myself,
Put the wrong I have done upon the shelf?
Will I let this hang over me all of my days,
Despising myself in so many ways?
Walking through life like it’s all good,
My heart being so misunderstood.
How can I get rid of the way I feel?
Some days I don’t know how to deal.
I know in my heart that God forgave,
But. still in my mind it won’t engrave.
How could He forgive someone like me,
When all i’ve done is caused misery?
I’m thankful to God that He forgives,
And the unconditional love He gives.
He provides me the strength to go on,
Without Him all hope would be gone.
02/11/03