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The clock struck midnight and I heard the familiar sounds coming from the apartment below. The menacing roar of a chainsaw and the clanging of metal filled the silence. As always, I ventured out into the living room with my cell phone and my heavy duty flashlight to make sure the doors and windows were… Continue reading In Security

I was driving down I-75 singing along with my favorite Lynyrd Skynyrd tune. The snow was gently falling and the roads were starting to ice over. The cars were bumper to bumper for miles. I looked in my rearview mirror and noticed an eighteen wheeler behind me so close that the bumper was nearly touching… Continue reading Devine Intervention

Deep inside every woman’s soul is a little girl. Christiana was no exception. Once she had hopes and dreams… She used to sit and think about a time when she would marry and have children, like most girls do.  One day she would marry the perfect man with the perfect job and they would love… Continue reading Inside

Tired of feeling like a burdenSick of feeling like no one caresMy heart just can’t take much moreWhy am I still here when the pain glares? Maybe I’m just a bad person; not worthyPerhaps, I am incapable of human emotionBut then why do I lie here shedding tearsWondering if I’m missing life’s secret potion. Realizing… Continue reading Tired

It was a normal morning; it seemed like any other day.No one knew this day, in our minds, would replay.Planes crashing into buildings, people running out screaming,So many lives lost, many loved ones at home grieving. We so many times, sit and ask God why this took place.Couldn’t He have stopped it and given America… Continue reading Attack on America

I can’t handle anymore,On the inside I am dead.So tired of trying and failing,I am so messed in the head. There once was a time I was  happy,And, Thought I could do anything.Now all I am is a cold hearted bitch,All because  to the past I cling. I want to be able to let it all go,But every… Continue reading Brain Stew

I’m tired of all the fighting,Why can’t we get along?Is this ever going to end,It has gone on far too long? Will we ever be able to mend,Everything that has fallen apart?Or will we trudge along through life,Ripping out each others hearts? I am getting sick and tired,Of living like this day after day.Something has got to give,I… Continue reading Fighting

He cries“Mommy and daddy”Through the painInduced sobs My heartFalls to piecesAs he liesIn my arms His Eyes filledWith tearsAs he clingsTo my chest I helplesslyPlead with GodTo give myBaby rest 02/24/05

It feels like I’m dying inside.I want to find a place to hide.It seems like no one understands,The void in my life just expands. I’m in the world with nothing to give.Sometimes I wonder why I even live.Does God have a purpose for me?I wish this reason for my life I could see. Oh, God… Continue reading Help

Sitting here wondering why I am so depressed.Why does my  life seem so  stressed.I feel like at any moment I am going to break,I don’t think there’s much more I can take. I want to find somewhere I can go and hide,a place of solitude where I can abide.Just to get away and clear my head,And… Continue reading I Might Fall