Author: tlc7998

You don’t even know me.Why do you act like you do?You really wouldn’t understand,All of the things i’ve been through. I know it’s not nearly as much,As others have and will face.But it’s enough to make me,Have this fear that I embrace. It has such a stronghold,That I can’t just let go.Wrapping itself around me,When… Continue reading Confined

Sorting thru the clutter of my mind,Praying, That some sanity I will find.Standing  in awe of all that I see,Wondering how i’ll ever be free. Looking at all the shattered pieces,My  heartache  rapidly increases.Maybe it would have been better if I,Had buried it deep in my heart to die. Is there a way my heart… Continue reading The Clutter

Locked in a cage,I wanna be free.Break the chains,Of this insanity. Please let me out,Before it’s too late.Been here too long,I can no longer wait. God gave me wings,So, that I could fly.I want to soar,Not stay and die. Not gonna settle,In this game.I’m gonna be free,In Jesus’ Name. 02/07/04

My heart is broken,It’s divided in two.A soul that’s aching,I don’t know what to do.Longing to help,Afraid i’ll make it worse.Why is life so brutal,And seem to be adverse?I plead with You Father,Help me understand.Why in this time,Can’t we see Your hand? 04/10/04

God I need You now,Please come save me.Bring me back to You,That’s where I need to be. I long for Your presence,To be strong in my life.The tension is so thick,It can be cut with a knife. This life of dysfunction,I can’t take anymore.Heal all of my wounds,I’ve acquired in this war. 09/07/04

Silently creepingThrough the darknessInching alongStalking its prey A Sinister smileFalls gently into placeA jaded mindWith intent to destroy Bitterness like a serpentInjects its venomThe essence of deathAll around. The soul pleadsFor freedomAs the heartSings its final melody Lying on groundMade of stoneThe time has comeTo bid the world farewell. 02/09/05

Sometimes we take for granted,What we have until it’s too late.Living our lives as we please,Thinking everything is great. Failing to look around us,And see that we are blessed.Instead, all we do is complain,Causing ourselves more stress. We find ourselves dreaming,Of where else we could be.“Surely this is not the life,That God intended for me!” It’s easier said than done,To… Continue reading Be Thankful

I’m alone, I have no where to go.No one cares what I will do I don’t know.I’m so scared of what will happen next,How did my life end up in such a mess? I’m so young but I feel so old.I’m tired and my heart is waxing cold.God I know You are there but thru… Continue reading Alone

Lost in a worldI don’t understandWandering aloneIn a foreign land Wishing I could findA familiar faceI feel so alienatedAnd out of place My life has becomeSo empty and forlornI feel so weakAnd my body is worn Longing for a dayWhen I can belongBut until thenI’ll try to be strong. 12/27/04

Tears gently fallingStaining her face.Silently weeping;Memories retraced. A heart shattered,Beyond repair.A soul sinking,Into despair. Why did he leaveWith no farewell?Making her lifeA living hell. No call, no letter;No explanation.Leaving her there,In utter frustration. From these woundsWill she ever heal;And once againEmotions feel? 11/30/04