Feeling like shit,
When will this end?
I am tired of trying,
Life is not my friend!
I am wasting away,
Nothing left to give.
Most of the time,
I don’t want to live.
I am not worthy,
Of any ones love.
Not even that of
Our Father above.
Why does He love me,
When all I do is wrong?
Will there ever be a time,
When I feel like I belong?
A loner from the beginning,
Alone until I die.
All I can do is sit here,
And ask myself the reason why.
07/17/04