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Big blue eyesSilly grinMelts my heartOver and over again Stubborn willA spirit so freeHeart of goldFor all to see Love for lifeMind so brightA beautiful boyMy ray of light Part of mePart of youA perfect blendIf you only knew 03/09/05

You think it’s funnyTo tear others downMake them cryWatch them drown Your heart of iceAnd sinister grinBreaking hearts“Playing to win” You fail to believeThat people careAnd hate to seeYou in despair So out of hurtYou push them awaySo they can’t hurt youIn any way I understandI’ve been there tooThat is whyMy heart aches for you … Continue reading It Hurts

Invisible toothpicksFirmly in placeAdrenaline rushingLike I’ve just run a race As horses in the wildMy thoughts run freeAll dreams of sleepHave abandoned me So, I lie here awakeImmersed in the silenceMy brain overloadingIn sheer defiance I plead for reprieveBut it only gets worseIt’s just another caseOf the insomniac’s curse 04/13/06

You torture me in the shadows,Bringing me into submission.Into my mind seeps the poison,Slowly weakening my condition. The lies you tell me, I believe,You are ever so cunning.Hypnotized, under your spell,Keeping me from running. Falling further from the truth,Plagued by senseless guilt.You slit my throat and watch with glee,As upon the ground, my blood is… Continue reading In the Shadows 

If you could only knowExactly how I feelHow my soul achesHow my heart breaks If you could only seeDeep inside my mindThe pain in my eyesThe tears that I cry If you could only listenTo what I want to sayThings you need to hearBut I hold back in fear If I could only speakThe raw… Continue reading If You Could

It’s been a year since you’ve gone;Oh, how I wish you were here.I miss you more than I ever dreamed;Please show me that you are near. I have spent many nights weeping,As your memories flood my mind.I love you more than words can say,No one like you, will I ever find. Grandma if you can hear me,I’m… Continue reading I Wish You Were Here

My mindBegins to drift;The tearsFall to the ground. The veilOf your loveCan no longerBe found. The timePasses swiftlyYour memoryLingers on. I loveYou stillEven thoughYou’ve gone. 12/21/04

Dear God, I come to You with a broken heart.The news I heard is tearing me apart.I got a call on this beautiful April day,My best friend in the whole world was taken away.Yesterday he was here and today he’s gone,My heart hurts so bad how can I go on?Who can I talk to, no… Continue reading How Can I Go On?

You were the light that shined so bright,In our family; the beacon in the night.You loved us all so unconditionally,Always there for us whenever you could be. We will miss you more than we could express,But now you are in a place full of happiness.You are with God now and he holds you tight,To live forever in… Continue reading Grandma

Turn and walk awayDon’t put up a fightPlease, just goInto the dark, cold night. It is better this wayYou have to understandI didn’t want it to endThis isn’t what I planned. It tears me to piecesTo have to say goodbyeYou will always be in my heartForever, until I die. I will love you from a… Continue reading From A Distance