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You’re at the end of the rope,The grip is becoming weak.You have tried to make it work.Now you’re swimming up a creek. Life has really gotten you down,Sometimes wondering what its worth.You lie in your bed and question,Why you are on this freaking Earth? You’re walking through another day,Making every attempt not to fall.Often times going through the motions,Not wanting… Continue reading End of the Rope

Laughing on the outside,Inside filled with tears.Trying not to let them show,Bottling them up for years. Smiling for the world to see,But a sadness fills your heart.Refusing to let anyone see,That you can fall apart. Going through your life,Acting like you are fine.Watching as your world.Slowly begins to decline. 08/17/04

My heart is achingBut you don’t careYou push me awayWhen I try to be there I’m tired of walkingOn broken eggshellsEmotions locked awayAnd no one ever tells I know life is stressfulBecause I live it tooBut working togetherWill carry us through I need to feel wantedAnd not like a strainWe’re drifting apartI can’t do this… Continue reading Eggshells

Silently she criesOn a bed of broken vowsTo the apparent truthShe becomes rousedNo one seems to careIf she lives or diesOr maybe they doBut all she sees are liesCan her shattered heartBe mended this timeWill the melody of joyOnce again chimeSilently she criesIn the still of the nightWill she stand strongOr give up the fight… Continue reading Despair

A rock on the outsideInside emotions are realAn Island in her dreamsSo pain she doesn’t feel Like the Great Wall of ChinaA barrier protects her heartFrom all the turmoilThat tears her life apart Smiling on the outsideOn the inside tears flowShe wishes she were strongerBut weakness is all she knows When times get hard she… Continue reading Deserted Island

Sometimes I struggle with feelings of depression,Something closing in on me like an oppression.This feeling is so dark, lonely, and cold,Leaving me barren, dry, not a good sight to behold. The every day struggles are weighing me down.When I tell others my worries, on me, they frown.I don’t know where to turn there’s no where… Continue reading Depression

I have all of this anger deep inside…It torments me day in and day out… Choking the life out of my body… day by day….hour by hour…. Weaker with every breath I take….My screams become silent…. My cries for help no longer heard…Alone….angry…..dying.

A heart of iceOh, so numbTo indifferenceIt has succumb Frozen, bitterVoid of emotionAll hope has been castIn the depths of the ocean The minds eye can seeThe blinders have liftedMemories of youHave slowly drifted The tears cease to fallA sad song endsLet the poet dieThe final word has been penned. 02/24/05

The silenceSpeaks louderThan wordsEver could Another heartWaxed coldA soulMisunderstood The darknessWell traveledNo lightIn view The coldLonely nightsAre hardTo get through The wordsOn my tongueFade likeMorning dew My lifeSeemed SimpleUntil IMet you 02/28/05

Dry, barrenNothing to giveSick, tiredNo will to live Cold, lonelyDying insideAngry, heartbrokenA million tears cried Depressed, bitterNo cause for cheerTroubled, afraidThe future unclear Prayerful, hopefulIt will all go awayDreaming, waitingFor that day 01/05/05