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It grips the innermost part of my soul,It burns making me feel unwhole.Makes me do things I know are wrong.How has this gone on so long? Sometimes I want it all to end.I feel alone and without a friend.This loneliness is tearing me apart,It hurts so badly; it’s breaking my heart. I feel like I… Continue reading The Death of Loneliness

Sometimes I feel so restlessWhile waiting to go homeI know I should be patientWhile on this path I roam Sometimes I feel so burdenedWith thoughts that consume meI fret about things that don’t matterAnd I can’t seem to break free Sometimes I feel so torturedA prisoner of my own mindI’m held in chains of fearAnd… Continue reading Sweet Release

You sit there so smugMy silent judgeYour presence loomingRefusing to budge You sit there so vainMy silent thiefYou steal my confidenceCausing me grief You think you’re superiorMy silent foeYou mock my painAnd kick me when I’m low You think you’re so cleverMy silent expressionLeading me deeper and deeperInto the well of depression 09/22/06

Staring blankly out the into space,Ignoring all that is around me.Emotions somewhere in the void,have disappeared completely. I’m numb to it all; now it seems,I can’t even shed a tear.The feelings I once had,Have moved far away from here. I long to have the feelings back,that once encompassed my heart.Even the sad and lonely ones,That would tear… Continue reading Silent Destruction

She wears her heart on her sleeveHer pain in her pocketLives behind a closed doorNo one dares unlock it She longs to be lovedBut the fear is so strongSo she turns it awayThough it feels wrong She puts her mind in the blenderThe screams go unheardSitting in the darknessHer thoughts are blurred She pushes friends… Continue reading She

A burning desire within my soul,Oh. Father to know You more.To see the plans You have for me,And everything that is in store. Longing to feel Your peace,Surrounding me every day.Oh, God I need You now,Please help me not to stray. Sometimes my soul gets weary,And I feel the urge to quit.At times, in this world below,I don’t really seem to fit. Lord,… Continue reading Set Me in my Place

Beneath the sapphire skiesAnd the emerald grassMy ruby red tearsFall into a sea of glassThe pain never leavesI just wear a maskMy Emotions sealedLike a cork in a flask You tell me you love meBut I just don’t understandYou tell me you’ll hold meWhy can’t I see your hand Beneath the sapphire skiesAnd the emerald… Continue reading Sapphire Skies

DisconnectionFrom everythingMy soulNumb IsolationFrom everyoneMy mindConfused CondemnationFrom everywhereMy spiritWounded ResignationFrom lifeMy heartDying 12/16/04

My heart is broken and my life is a mess.No peace in my heart to relieve this stress.I come to You Father, as a little child.Sad and lonely and feeling so defiled. The things from my past they haunt me still.They are hanging around waiting to kill.Overtaking my thoughts, trying to prevail,They are sitting here… Continue reading Pain

One by one the tears fall,Each a stinging reminder;Of the pain in my heart. Weeping in the darkness,Trying to find release,But the tears won’t end. Wondering if I am crazy,To have the feelings I do;Never getting the answer. God what is wrong with me?