I can't handle anymore,
On the inside I am dead.
So tired of trying and failing,
I am so messed in the head.
There once was a time I was happy,
And, Thought I could do anything.
Now all I am is a cold hearted bitch,
All because to the past I cling.
I want to be able to let it all go,
But every day it haunts me.
My soul warring against my spirit,
This is not how it should be.
Oh, God I am crying out to You,
Please take these demons away.
Melt my heart and set it on fire,
Burn out all of the evil I pray!
07-21-04