Author: tlc7998

I hate that you think you know me.You can’t fix me; please let me be!If you really knew me, you would see,That telling me what to do is not the key. You treat me like a child, so small,And make me want to put up walls.Why do we always end up in a fight?To me, that just doesn’t seem… Continue reading Respect

I’m sinking, it’s all going down.I feel like I am starting to drown.The pills look better by the day.Is there really any other way? They sit there luring me in.Would taking them be a sin?So, tired of the hell I’ve created.At this point, I feel so jaded. No one around would really care,A lot of pain and… Continue reading Sinking

Run your fingers through my hair,As we lay side by side.Ever so softly kiss my lips,While in your arms I abide. May this moment last forever;As stronger the passions grow.Together in sweet unity,Letting the emotions flow. I long to feel you near  me,With our bodies intertwined.Together feeling the ecstasy,That no where else we’ll find. 10/29/04

The tears are bottled deep inside,It’s the safest place for them to hide.They’re all stopped up just like a levee,Making my chest feel oh so heavy. I keep them there to mask the pain,And on my heart they often strain.The inner torment is hard to bare,But i’ve determined to keep them there. At some point, I know, the bottle will break,And… Continue reading Tears in a Bottle

With You in my life I am whole.Having You in my life makes it full.You give me hope when I see none.Life had no meaning till I met Your Son. I now have a purpose to my life,Peace amongst the pain and strife.I have a shelter from life’s storms.When with You I talk, my heart… Continue reading Thank-you

The words linger on my lips,So many things left unsaid.Afraid of the bitter rejection,So I choose silence, instead. My mind is in total chaos,As I fight to keep control.This life of total dysfunction,Has battered my fragile soul. I’m tired of living together,When it seems like we’re apart.I wish I knew how to fix this,But I… Continue reading  Things Left Unsaid

Falling gently on the roof top,Like a drum with perfect beat;I drift away into a dreamland,The thoughts; so bitter sweet. Reality slowly floats away,As my mind becomes a cloud.All I can see are the visionsThat normally aren’t “allowed”. For just a moment in time;Forgetting all of the pain.As I sit here in my room,Listening to the rain. 10/27/04

Every day many children are killed,Due to this hateful world.Children who never have a breath,Aborters cause a child’s death. Abortion should be counted crime,But no one will do their time.They think that life’s a choice,Will they e’er lower their voice? If this world would only see,How precious children are to Thee.If they’d give their hearts… Continue reading The Prayer for Life

I see the pain in your eyesA feigned smile on your faceYour heartache runs so deepIt’s all you know to embrace You push away those who careTo the one’s who don’t, you clingYou are afraid of getting too closeBecause if they leave it’ll sting You’d rather spend life aloneThan add to the inner tormentYou are… Continue reading Rock Bottom

Friends comeThen they goWere they true?You’ll never know The pain will comeTears will fallThen two years laterThey will call You try to actAs if nothing’s wrongIt cuts like a knifeBut you remain “strong” They shoot the breezeThen go on their merry waySaving the friendshipFor another rainy day 02/21/05